Well we are just two and a half weeks away from Zane's due date. I still can't believe that its actually happening. Me becoming a dad. That is still very strange to say but it is also very cool to think about. I guess though that there is no going back. Ha. I have been pretty calm about Zane coming into this world but have been really worried about Maya. Just worried about the whole process and how this will effect her after he is born. Because I have been so focused on that I really have forgotten about the issues that could be wrong with Zane. They have started to creep into my head. I just have to stay strong with my faith that everything is going to be the way its suppose to. I know it is stupid for me to think about the bad things that could happen but I guess that is just my parenting skills starting to kick in. That is still hard to say, parent.
On the otherhand I am so pumped to be a father. I can't wait to do all the father and son things together. Play catch in the backyard, teach him how to paint, play him good music, I could go on and on. The most exciting thing that I am looking forward to is seeing what Zane's gifts are and what really motivates him. I can't wait to be by his side and help him along his journey of life. Much like this picture I took in Paris. This reminds me of how I would love our relationship to be as father and son. With the colorful sail is our humor and the strong wooden base would be our faith and us sailing side by side always there for each other.
Zane, I can't wait to meet you.
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